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“Things calmed down any out there?”
“Yeah, Dad. Uncle Cary’s working Rory over pretty good right now. Something about the ratio of malt and hops to barley in most microbrews.”
“Just what every eleven-year-old jock needs to know. Was he all over your new Strat and your CD collection?”
Rhett stiff-armed a countertop, raising his feet off the floor. “Uh-huh. That, and the lecture about the role of live music in bringing balance to a working man’s life.” He watched the heels of his hands go white. “He’s gonna take me blues-clubbing in the city when I’m old enough.” He smiled slyly. “Maybe before.”
“Peachy—as long as you’re old enough to drive, because you’ll wind up having to.”
Rhett’s stepmother circled behind him, balancing half-bowls of potatoes and dressing, and matter-of-factly blew at the thick hair fraying at the nape of his neck. Surprised, he dropped and slapped away a spasm of pleasure. Jim took it all in, with satisfaction. Teri left for another round-trip. Rhett found a green bean and dipped it into a nearby glob of cold Durkee’s onion pudding. He munched, seriously; Jim shuddered.
“Dad, can I ask you something?”
“Of course.”
“Why do you and he always get into it?”
Jim stopped slicing, released the turkey medallions onto the foil, and tapped the carving knife’s tang on the cutting board, softly. “You know, son, I have no answer. Lots of working theories.”
“Like?”
“How about, ‘because we’re brothers?’”
Jim grinned. Rhett couldn’t separate his father’s congenital gift for sarcasm from defensiveness. It wasn’t material. Either way, good or bad, it was usually about deflection. “Oh, I get it—like Rory and me?”
“Approximately.”
“But you two are old, so testosterone and immaturity are no longer issues. Right?”
“So, you’re saying Theory Number One is bogus?”
“Duh.”
“Well, then—there’s genes. History. Presence. Absence. Admiration. Jealousy. Theories Two through Seven—in no particular order.”
Rhett frowned. “Explain, please.”
Jim draped an arm around the boy’s shoulders. “Remember what Grandma—my Mother—was like when she lived here?”
“Yeah. Pissed!”
“In a word—exactly. So, we’ve both got that going for us. But she wasn’t always like that—at least, for me.”
“How so?”
“She was barely 40 when my Dad died. Cary was 12. They both really needed him around then, in spite of themselves, and neither ever forgave him for leaving them.”
“How was it different for you?”
“When I was younger and Cary and Laura weren’t much more than babies, she wasn’t like that. There was at least as much sunshine as lightning. My Dad and I grew close, starting when I was about your age. Thinking back, Mom was menopausal or depressed, or both, and I was old enough to be emotionally available. Anyway, she’d get crazy and he’d run interference for the three of us.” He gave Rhett the once-over. “’Paging Doctor Freud!’ Aren’t you bored yet?”
Rhett swallowed. “No.”
“Damn it! Well, Dad was diagnosed when I was eighteen and away at college—end of my freshman year. Wasted away in less than six weeks. Mom was nuts the whole time. I remember standing by his bed, that last day. He and I made our peace, alone, before the delirium set in, so I was more or less a bystander by then. Little Laura couldn’t really process any of it. Cary, though—bright, sensitive Cary—was aware enough to be panicked. When Dad went, he blurted out something like, ‘Well, that’s it!’ Mom just went black, and turned on him.”
“Wow. What did you do?”
“Nothing. Everything after that is a blur. I was still stupidly adolescent enough that my grief came out selfishly, as anger. I had a summer job lined up, so I made tracks. Finished college and law school got married. Left those two alone. With her.”
Jim took to messing with the spikes of hair at the top of his son’s forehead. Rhett pushed Jim’s jaw down with his index finger so he could connect with him.
“Don’t worry, Dad. When I run away, I’ll take Rory with me.”
“You’d better.”
They hugged, then separated at the sound of escalating voices from the living room. Jim rounded the corner in time to see Cary snatch his jacket from the extended arms of Mimi, his common-law girlfriend, and hurl it to the floor. He was unsteady and loud. Teri, Rory, and the host couple’s friends were all either rooted to their chairs or in some stage of futile assistance.
“GodDAMN it, woman!” he roared. “I’ll decide when it’s time to go home, and not one minute before!” He cast a bleary eye at Jim. “And you. I suppose you have something to add. As usual.”
“Always,” Jim said, calmly. “I am an Irish Catholic lawyer, after all.” He picked up the jacket and clapped his brother on the back. “We should probably go to bed, anyway, on account of being much older than the two of you. No more action here tonight, but I’m fairly certain there’s a club or two in full tilt closer to home. What do you say, Meem?”
She looked back, her face blending embarrassment and relief. They both knew that he’d be snoring ten minutes into the trip. Cary softened and stuck his arms into the jacket without a word, like a child being dressed for school. He turned, tossed off a small wave and half-glance, and ducked out the doorway. Mimi took her wrap and bag from Teri and hugged everyone, especially Jim.
“Good night, and thanks. For everything.”
“’Night, Meem,” Jim said. “Be careful, and call when you get there.” |